For the last 15+ years, people have known me as “Yogi Tim, Zen Tim” or just plain old “Zenhaling.” I saw myself how other people in the world had related and told me; that I was a gifted spiritual Healer, Yogi, ZenMaster, and Philly dude who was able to use my own self-healing experiences and personal growth to help others heal and grow. There was no doubt in my mind that I was making GOD proud through my works and path and was using his tools and wisdom to get closer to him. My life told me that I was one of the GOD’s chosen ones, whom he gifted and blessed. I immersed myself into his spiritual realm and navigated through the Physical and Astral planes in pursuit of accessing his knowledge and secrets at the Akashic Records, or the Universal Mind of GOD.  Little did I know that it was not GOD’s realm but the spirit realm; full of demonic and unclean spirits, and God was not there to bless or protect me. I had unknowingly placed myself in the middle of the age-old war between God versus Satan and his minions. In a blink, my life path over this time was revealed as a huge lie worthy of being called “an Abomination” in GOD’s judgment and for him to destroy me and “take me out”!

This is my recent story of how Father GOD, Jesus, and The Holy Spirit saved me from complete destruction and pulled me out of Yoga, Zen, and the New Age deception.

“There shall not be found among you anyone that maketh his son or his daughter to pass through the fire, or that useth divination, or an observer of times, or an enchanter, or a witch, Or a charmer, or a consulter with familiar spirits, or a wizard, or a necromancer. For all that do these things are an abomination unto the LORD: and because of these abominations the LORD thy God doth drive them out from before thee.”

Deuteronomy 18:10-12

Ground to God

That means to ground into GOD with all things, all decisions. Translate his Spirit into my works, actions, content, habits, and ethics. The GOD of the Bible is the Lord. He is the Father, Son Jesus, and The Holy Spirit in one being and the ONLY GOD.

– Love what God loves and Hate what God hates. Align with God. Do not love what God hates. God is the authority. We cannot serve God and man. We must acknowledge the order of our calling. Who am I, and what is his purpose for me?

My Testimony:

For certain, I should not even be alive to tell this story. So many times, GOD could and probably should have taken me out but instead showed His mercy and love, and has proven that He has a much higher calling and purpose for me. GOD works in mysterious ways and will allow us to go far down a path of destruction, then (if and when we authentically seek him and the truth with all of our heart) pull us out of the fire and give us the life experience and story to then pass our testimony onto others and perhaps even glorify his kingdom.

I had a Revelation when I started to discover The Holy Spirit only a few short months ago (April 2022) when I was saved from certain destruction. The Great Comforter revealed to me, “remember, I got you through all those rough times? Provided you a great childhood, parents, family, and friends. Gave you much glory and many material moments. Healed your broken body time and time again. Got you through your High school football season and all those physical setbacks. Was there for you and saved you from death when Temple Hospital tried to take you out. Got you through those dark moments while lying in that hospital bed for those months. You prayed to me in the chapel. I got you out of there and even let you play sports again. Then, I blessed you during your college years and gave you popularity and a great job at the Rat; allowing you to meet friends that you would have your entire adult life. You should have died when you fell 4 stories from a house, but I saved you, and you walked away. When you were riding your bike and hit by a car driving at high speeds and should have been “toast,” but I protected and showed you mercy. Death wanted you many times, but I was always there protecting you. Then, I blessed you with a great career in Surgical Sales. When you left medical sales and started a film company, Philly Films, no one believed you could do it, so I blessed your first works and allowed you to be successful. I need another hand to count all of those surgeries to repair your broken body and stomach. Nevertheless, I made it happen and allowed you to overcome and heal. I even allowed you to take the wrong path and become a Yoga Teacher and let you think you were helping people because you originally had good intentions, but then you went too far astray. Your Ego grew so large, and you never gave me any credit. It was not your ”self-healing” but me healing you each time. It was not you healing those people that you worked on, but instead, it was me flowing through you and sending those gifts. You were spiritually blind, so I had to stop you and make you see!”

Satan is Real!

Satan is a Spirit that inhabits man from inside his spirit. We see this clearly in the Bible as he often inhabits Kings, Princes, and principalities, and afterward, they become evil and do his works. Satan is under the control of GOD, but a part of his plan is to weed out the righteous. This was a huge blind spot for me as I could not even fathom how or why this was even possible until I read the Bible.

(St. Catherine of Siena reports that Our Lord said to her),

“I’ve appointed the Devil to tempt and to trouble My creatures in this life. I’ve done this, not so that My creatures will be overcome, but so that they may overcome, proving their virtue and receiving from Me the glory of victory. And no one should fear any battle or temptation of the Devil that may come to him, because I’ve made My creatures strong, and I’ve given them the strength of will, fortified in the Blood of My Son. Neither the Devil nor any other creature can control this free will because it’s yours, given to you by Me. By your own choice, then, you hold it or let it go if you please. It’s a weapon, and if you place it in the hands of the Devil, it right away becomes a knife that he’ll use to stab and kill you. On the other hand, if you don’t place this knife that is your will into the hands of the Devil—that is, if you don’t consent to his temptations and harassments—you will never be injured by the guilt of sin in any temptation. Instead, you’ll actually be strengthened by the temptation as long as you open the eyes of your mind to see My love and to understand why I allowed you to be tempted: so you could develop virtue by having it proved. My love permits these temptations, for the Devil is weak. He can do nothing by himself unless I allow him. So I let him tempt you because I love you, not because I hate you. I want you to conquer, not to be conquered, and to come to a perfect knowledge of yourself and of Me.”—St. Catherine of Siena

“Be sober, be vigilant; because your adversary the devil, as a roaring lion, walketh about, seeking whom he may devour: Whom resist stedfast in the faith, knowing that the same afflictions are accomplished in your brethren that are in the world.” –1 Peter 5:8-9 (KJV)  

“The greatest trick the Devil ever pulled was convincing the world he didn’t exist.”

– The Usual Suspects

I Fell for the Oldest Lie Ever!

“Now the serpent was more subtle than any beast of the field which the LORD God had made. And he said unto the woman, Yea, hath God said, Ye, shall not eat of every tree of the garden? And the woman said unto the serpent, We may eat of the fruit of the trees of the garden: But of the fruit of the tree which is in the midst of the garden, God hath said, Ye shall not eat of it, neither shall ye touch it, lest ye die. And the serpent said unto the woman, Ye shall not surely die: For God doth know that in the day ye eat thereof, then your eyes shall be opened, and ye shall be as gods, knowing good and evil.” – Genesis 3:1-3

I wanted the secret knowledge from GOD and was doing everything in my means to get it. I was certain that the supernatural experiences I was having were from GOD and believed that eventually I would access the Akashic Records or The Mind of GOD! Can you say, “delusional!”

The Bible Contains all of the “Secret Knowledge” and it’s only secret because we don’t take the time to read it!

The Deception is Real

Satan is the “prince of the world, he’s the master of the rock, he’s the prince of the power of the ether or air”, so he travels in the etheric realm and uses the etheric elements. He masquerades as, “An Angel of Light”. He’s not the ugly Red Devil but was the most beautiful “Cherub” in heaven. So that’s our breath, the elements, the light, the spiritual world, all these invisible elemental things, and energies. Remember, the air that we breathe is invisible to our eyes. The smoke that we inhale is the medium carried through the air that we use to willingly invite and give permission for Spirits to enter us. We do this through Cigarettes, Cigars, Tobacco, Weed, or even through those who smoke more dangerous substances like Meth and Crack Cocaine. Many Witch doctors and shamans use Cigar smoke to activate a medium spirit and allow the spiritual element to travel. We see this in Voodoo, Santeria, and many alternative means of Shamanic healing that have become very popular in today’s age to heal extreme PTSD, past life trauma, generational curses, and soul ties. Spirits can also enter our vessels through opening doors via Ahyayasca, Toad Medicine, DMT, Shrooms, etc.? They can even enter us through our “empty container or empty vessel of the mind via Meditation, Chanting, activating the Microcosmic Orbit, hands-on Bodywork, etc. Regarding these experiences and the mediums that we use to open our vessels, like Shrooms, LSD, DMT, Meditation, and Pineal manipulation, they all expose our unguarded vessels while under the influence and leave us vulnerable. We are entering the spirit realm and interacting with Spirits, just like using crystals or calling upon Nature Spirits or any familiar or unclean spirits. These Spirits are not of GOD, so when we enter this dangerous realm and not following GOD’s law or advice, we are left unprotected.

The Word of God is the Sword of the Spirit.

“When I read the Bible, Gods word revealed the truth through The Holy Spirit. The words jumped out, hit my eye gate, then my heart, and brought me to my knees. I saw my life flash by and my brain played the movie in my mind. There was no hiding from it. I couldn’t lie to God; we both know my truth.

For me, The Bible is God’s instructional book. I studied everything I could get my hands on from the occult world. I was all in with anything that was secret knowledge or theosophical teachings that I thought I could use to hack the spiritual world or learn the rules and tricks of the universe. I read countless books to seek the hidden knowledge of the world, the secret knowledge of God or how to get to the Akasha records. The Gnostic, Occult and Theosophical books made me assume that, “these are from Gods’ playbook.” I now realize there are no secret texts that will reveal what the Bible reveals. Not The Yoga Sutras, The Vedas, The Tao, The Ancient Wisdom nor The Secret Doctrine. Now I see the only book I should’ve been reading that contains the real secret knowledge is the Bible. It’s only a secret because we don’t take the time to seek God, read his Word, or study it, but when I did, I realized, “it’s the true practice, it’s the way”. It’s GOD’s instructional manual for us. The Bible explains GOD. Who he is, How to internalize What he wants for us, See Where he’s armed us, How he’s guarding us against evil and the ways of the world. GOD is a Spirit, and we are made in his likeness.

“For I know the thoughts that I think toward you, saith the LORD, thoughts of peace, and not of evil, to give you an expected end. Then shall ye call upon me, and ye shall go and pray unto me, and I will hearken unto you. And ye shall seek me, and find me when ye shall search for me with all your heart. And I will be found of you, saith the LORD: and I will turn away your captivity, and I will gather you from all the nations, and from all the places whither I have driven you, saith the LORD; and I will bring you again into the place whence I caused you to be carried away captive.”

-Jeremiah 29:11-14

The Bible is the one true book, especially if you’re trying to figure out the spiritual realm or know who God is and see his purpose for our lives. We listen to the words of other people in the world who tell us, “we don’t need to read The Bible” or “let me tell you what’s in that book”. That’s like reading only a few chapters of a book and then having to do a book report on it. Similar to hearing about a movie, then seeing a scene from a trailer and having to give a lecture on the details. Either way, it’s not actually reading the screenplay or screening the full final film. Even Churches and Religions make us believe that we don’t have to read the word because the preacher is telling us the story. We put our faith in him to tell us the truth of God’s words and provide the proper interpretation. This is why there are so many religions and versions of God’s word. The Bible is GOD breathed, written by The Holy Spirit through his proper servants of GOD. If it’s not of God, it’s a lie. Love what God loves, hate what God hates.

The Devil is a Liar!

I learned the different forms that Satan takes. Satan is real and does exist and transforms from a serpent into “an Angel of Light” and is a Master of the “Pipes and Tabrets”. He was “The Anointed Cherub” while he was in heaven and a part of God’s master plan. The Bible had insight into all of the conspiracies: Reptilians, Nephelium, Giants, Ancient Cathedrals and Architecture, Mud Floods, Space, Science & Evolution, Quantum Physics, The End Times. It reveals the actions of evil in our world, and “Why is everyone concerned with The Middle East?” or “What’s up with our Political Leaders” or “The One World Government?” It has insight into all. Showed me everything. You just have to read it.